How i spent my xmas

Merry Belated Christmas!!!! Have been so busy rushing homework.. I somehow dread the school to reopen this time because that means projects are going to be due and the final exams are coming.. and in a blink of an eye, i'm gonna be in my year 2!

This post is for the first time i think with pictures to make myself not fall asleep if i/anyone ever read this.

So Christmas this year was a little different. My dad wasnt around on xmas eve and xmas itself & kang's mum and sister were away on holiday so things were a little different this year.

On xmas eve, My mum booked a dinner buffet at our country club and Kang was there with my mum & i :) Dinner was not bad. There were a spread of food that i liked, steak, prawns, salads, seafood pasta, fish, pastries & cakes. And things that i didnt eat, Duck & lamb. I know Duck/ lamb is damn shiok yada yada but i really dont like the taste of it.

After dinner, the 3 of us couldnt stop camwhoring at the xmas tree.. My mum especially. she kept taking pictures of herself. She kept saying she wants a new fb picture all. So we took like 134254 shots of her and us just to find the perfect fb picture for her.

Her facebook worthy photo which i personally really like too :)

Kang's & I first picture at a xmas tree! :)

Sounds very stupid but kang and i or rather just I always wanted to take a picture at a big ass giant xmas tree like the one at ion (but we still havent) and last xmas we didnt either cause we didnt have the time and now we still havent had that shot.. I think the xmas tree also gonna remove soon so no choice make do with this little tree at my country club :/ What. taking picture at xmas tree very romantic what.

Kang & my mum. I dont know why but i think they look damn cute tgt!

Then after dinner and 30 mins of camwhoring, we went home and by then it was almost 12 and i was anticipating for the xmas exchange! I couldnt wait to see what Kang got for me and then he had to tell me that he FORGOT my present and i STILL HAD to give him his present first! Tsk. Bo bian i just give him and forced him write a xmas card for me!!! Who gives a xmas present and dont give xmas card 1!! Ps: he told me didnt write me one. zzz I know right!

So while i was showering, he was busy writing me a card and i was in the showers crossing my fingers that he doesnt just write "merry christmas, sorry i forgot to bring your present" because you know boys are like very dumb sometimes.. After im out of the shower, He took the initiative to read the card and fine, the card redeemed him so, forgiven for not bringing present.

ACTUALLY I MADE HIM READ IT OUTLOUD LA. CANT READ HIS WRITING FOR NUTS.

He loves his present yay :) He kept complaining the wrapping was horrid but hello? As if anyone cares if the wrapping nice or not. You still the rip the bloody wrapper apart right?! I still so sweet add some decoration with spare wrapping paper he still make so much noise that its ugly!

very ugly meh! I THINK INNOVATIVE.

We caught Jarhead after the one way exchange and just stood up till 4am before we slept. Glad that i spent xmas with him :)

Ps: He didnt get the GUESS charm bracelet but he got me the GUESS Neckace which is equally as chio hooray!

The next morning my mother was sucha sweetheart she cooked us breakfast. American breakfast in fact. With eggs, sausage, ham and bacon.

He left in the afternoon to spend with his dad while i went for Angeline's Grandma funeral. Really really hate funerals because it reminds me of my grandpa and i cant help but feel so much regret.

The next day my family had a simple dinner and we as a family exchanged gifts. Got an ipod classic for xmas while my brother got $400 cash. that lucky bastard.

So yes, happy christmas everybody :)

next would be new year. anticipating for it!

So much to do!

Omg the holidays are passing by so quickly! I still rmb last friday, i was at my friend's BBQ, getting bullied by the boys and last sat i was at the airport sending Angeline off! Omg time really flies!

And xmas is just next week.. Havent bought presents for Kang and for the xmas exchange with the girls! SOS.

Shopped with my mum on wednesday. Was at 313@ Somerset. Freaking awesome place!! THE FOREVER 21 IS LIKE A PARADISE. Its every girl's heaven! Its freaking 4 levels and every level brings so much excitement! As im on the escalator to the next level, my whole self is filled with so much anticipation.. i just cant describe my excitement when im at every level of F21. ya i know wisma/vivo also have f21 and i prolly been there like hundred times so whats so exciting abt it right? But seriously, the f21 at 313 is mega huge and awesome. AND its the first time i ever saw f21 so packed! The fitting rooms queue line was so long like queueing up for 4D!

I was rummaging through clothes finding sizes. Bloody girls all so skinny take the S and M leave all the L behind.. So yes, 313's F21 is a must to go! I guarantee you walk out of the store with something new.

Not just the F21 there was fantastic, but there were many other favorites brands of mine that were as awe-inspiring too!

That wednesday night, Kang stayed over cause we thought we need to spend more time tgt as i've been out at parties that we almost forgot what its like to actually stay home and spend time together! We caught funny people on dvd and thank god we didnt catch it at the movies the other time cause it was so boring. I dont know if its because we didnt understand the humor but all in all, i didnt really laugh much and the irony is that is a comedy..

Was too tired to complete the movie, fell asleep and got up first. Kang sleeps like a baby i swear. Its the most unmanliest way of sleeping! HAHAHA.

Cooked breakfast and it was one of the best breakfast cause we cooked it together. okay cheesy but true. ok maybe because i'm getting better at cooking.

I need to
1. Complete my entrepreneurship essay
2. Complete my ms excel project
3. Meet up with the boys & cheryl for project
4. SHOP FOR XMAS PRESENTS
5. Write Xmas cards!
6. Quit procrastinating!

Tiger Attacked By Cougars

My daily routine when i'm on my com is to 1st, log on to facebook, then check out blogshops, then comes the celebrity gossip and i tell you, every single day there is a new update on the whole Tiger Woods scandal. For those who dont know what he did, he apparently cheated on his wife. And its not like he cheated his wife on just 1 girl or if i close an eye, 2, he cheated on his wife with 5 different girls and like all of them are either escorts or cocktail waitresses or porn stars. I say gg to Tiger Woods.

Initially i thought, aiya Tiger Woods prolly cheated on his wife because his wife is like ugly and old and saggy and like her market value -1 or something? So if compared to all those girls she would lose out in every way? So its sort of clear why he would wanna cheat on her right? BUT NO.

Tiger Wood's wife is HOT.
Go google Elin Woods. and you will think Tiger Woods is insane to cheat on someone so hot. What is wrong with him?! In any case i think SHE should be one cheating on him!

I really sympathise with her because she has to go through all the shit media and Tiger is like loss for words, prolly too shock that his mess was exposed. Theres nothing to do to save the marriage! Its like 5 girls for God sake! Can you imagine? Like he might be having sex with all those girls at once and his poor hot wife is at home reading bedtime stories to the kids!

She was so nice enough to not like act on the all the cheating. I cant imagine if i were her, i wouldnt be as nice as her for sure! Man who cheat on their wifes or girlfriends are really jerks. They need to be a woman in their next life and get cheated on bad and see how it feels!

i hate boys sometimes

I swear I dont consider myself to be a sensitive person but i just dont get it why are guys pay so much attention to the slightest details of girls and i dont mean like how they will notice that their girl friend's having a bad day or a rough night but i am refering to their senseless ability to POINT OUT A GIRL'S FLAWS?

Seriously i'm not one who will cry over a remark if someone calls me fat or what but i am just really pissed how some guy would just come tell you that you put on weight and stuff without considering your feelings. Yes, Honesty is the best policy but when it comes to a girl's weight, YOU JUST DONT TELL HER IN YOUR FACE THAT SHE'S FAT OR GETTING FATTER.

TO A GIRL, ITS LIKE THE WORST COMMENT EVER.

You can tell her that her armpit hair long and curly, her eye like china, her nose like parrot, her ear like elf like mickey mouse, her feet smelly etc.. But u just can never tell a girl in her face/ indirectly/ through any technological means that she is F.A.T.

Its like a huge stab in the heart. You guys can think its nothing cause it doesnt affect you in anyway if a girl/guy calls you fat cause you guys dont give a fuck but please get this into your brain that a girl's weight means everything to her.

Why do guys care so much if a girl is getting fatter? Especially when they are guys who are absoultely not close to you and they can still come up to you and break the news that you're getting fatter? Hello?

I dont even think you care that im getting fat and u wanna help me abt my weight problem. YOU ARE GLOATING INSIDE THAT I AM GETTING FATTER.

Seriously fuck all those guys who ever told a girl who they are not even close to in anyway in their face that they are getting fatter or are fat. Its like what right do you have to tell me that i am? Do you really care that i am getting fat? How does it affect you in any way of your life? In no way i reckon. So seriously do yourselves and do us a favor and keep ur " she's getting fatter" comments to yourself because it just destroys a girl's confidence and wrecks the girl's self esteem.

Am i being sensitive now? I dont know but all i know is it utterly irritates me that some guys out there are so blunt and blatant. Can they just think before they say something so irrational?

18 days to Xmas!

First and foremost, I feel that this year's xmas is rather dull! I dont know why but i feel like its lacking the xmas spirit! I am very excited for xmas for the presents and simply just to spend time with my loved ones! But this year, xmas seems so different!

My dad wont be around on the xmas eve and xmas day itself! Hence, my mum booked a buffet dinner at our country club. Xmas day, tentatively, I'm gonna host a xmas gift exchange at my place and the girls are coming over (L) super excited for that! & Eliza and I will be cooking so thats the even more exciting part!

On the 26th, my mum's cooking a christmas dinner with turkey and all that and my dad's gonna be around :)

Currently no plans with Kang yet. (hints)

So i drew up my xmas wish list for this year and they are as follows!
1. The cliche of course and that is everyone's healthy and prosperous ($$$!!)
2. My beloved GPA maintains at 3.5
3. That my metabolism will increase so even if i eat like a monster, i wont get fat!!
4. THAT KANG CAN COME TO TEXAS WITH ME NEXT YEAR!!

I've got a few more but the rest are too personal! lol

Okay here comes the materialistic part.
1. When i buy my first 4D lottery ticket, i will strike big!!!! *crossing my fingers on this* If i strike big, i promise everyone xmas present double the size.
2. That GUESS charm bracelet i saw that day (this is directed to Kang to make some decisions to what he should get for me for xmas)
3. The super chio AX watch

Cant really think of anything else that i really want. But am going shopping with my mum this weekend!

GONNA SWTICH TO SHOPAHOLIC MODE this sat i dont care.
very long nvr feel shiok and spoilt.

Good is never good enough

Been really busy with school. Work is taking a toll on me because i feel so pressured to do well.

My parents especially, adds the pressure and really drives me crazy sometimes. They expect so much from me that sometimes its so hard to please them. So hard that good is really never good enough.

They came home just now, asked me about my test today. Today's test was on microsoft excel and i just don't get excel but i really tried my best to figure out the answer for the whole 50 mins of the test. In the end, I got a B,73/100 which to me is already an achievement because i really dont understand a shit about excel. So i told them i got a B, they freaked. ITS A FUCKING B and they were taken aback, like as if i told them i failed. They started overreacting and saying how its bad cause they expect me to get an A or a Z( distinction). They expect so much from me to the extent that even a B equals BAD. They even said they want me to get an A for every subject.

They even starting panicking and started accusing me of slacking and taking it easy. Which is totally ridiculous because i really try my fucking hardest for every single subject and they just dont have a clue. Every night before a test, i will be reciting everything i learnt that day in my brain before i sleep and sometimes i cant even sleep because i keep worrying about not doing well and disappointing them.

All this crap because, with my GPA of 3.75 last sem, they expect me to maintain that score and even try to get EVEN higher. Yes i agree, i should maintain it and i really hope and want to maintain it as well but i mean, they just don't get it and see how i am really trying so damn hard.