Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Backstreets Back!

Backstreet boys was awesomeeeeeee. To top that awesomeness, i watched it for FREE. Thanks to my f1 job and the location i was at, it entitled me to watch it live & free of charge! Too bad i missed katy perry on the 25th! So anyways, BSB sounded really good live. you know how some artiste really suck when they sing live? But no bsb were awesomely good.

I couldnt believe when they said they've been making music for 16 years, despite their on and off in the music scene, its still freaking 17 years and thats like crazy because it means they've been in the music industry since i was freaking 2 !! Omgggg but they were still as good as ever since i first listened to them when i was 7/8. My first song i ever heard from them was "as long as you love me" and ever since, i fell in love with them and had the biggest crush on nick carter and when i saw him that night, i almost fainted. He still looked as cute as he was back in the 90s! But nows even better because he looked x10 hot.

Everyone of them got more handsome. I rmb how i use to think Howie was like the not so good looking guy in the group, but when i saw him that night, again, i was super blown away by his charisma.

I'm sure everyone of you must haved sang and liked a backstreet boys song before. I could sing most of their songs when they sang that night. Some of them were like the call, more than that, everybody (L), i want it that way (another fav), shape of my heart, show me the feeling of being lonely & of course straight through my heart.

Really really glad i saw & heard them sing!!

I am still deciding if i should cut my fringe & get those bangs again. Really afriad to look stupid! I'm gonna make a decision by tonight and after tonight, i'll go get it cut tmr!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

My life's been a blah

I've been working for F1 since tuesday and its utter boredom. The company i'm working for, i wont mention who cheated our feelings. At the breifing, they were saying how we need to know how to hold a tray, response to customer's needs and act calmly when confronted with a situation. THOSE WERE ALL BULL. I thought we'll be doing waitressing cause whatever he said sounded like we were gonna be waitresses but like i said, BULL.

What have i been doing the past few days/midnights? Well, just sitting around wasting my life away, anticipating for time to past quickly. Theres nothing to do seriously. Our job is mainly to give out bento lunchbox for the staff there. THERES NO NEED TO HOLD A DAMN TRAY, NO NEED TO RESPONSE TO THE STAFF NEEDS AND THERES NO DIFFICULT SITUATION THAT WE ENCOUNTERED. I swear, they got me so excited to do waitressing in the end, i'm nothing more than a security guard, just sitting there guarding the food, ensuring no one steals the food. -.-

I'm left two more shifts, tonight 11pm-7am and tmr, 4pm-9pm then i'm done. Cant wait. Seriously its good that i'm paid to do nothing but still, the sitting around not doing shit is very pathetic.

Oh not to mention our pay. Its pathetically 6 per hour. When other jobs are paying a min of 8 per hour. It makes alot of difference ok. Oh, and the VP of our company couldnt be less sarcastic and say " WOW. recession we still pay you 6 per hour"
I swear when he said that i wanted to punch his face.

I learnt my lesson, next year if theres still F1 or in future, i'm gonna work for some other company and get a better pay with more things to do.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

IT fair ended on sunday and thank God its all over. I still can rmb my post back in march talking about the haunting experience about the comex fair. This IT show really made me opened up about the kind of there is in Singapore.

I swear there were so many annoying encounters with customers that were

1. Bargain Hunters & Cheapskate aunties
bloody cheapo and demanding for so many free gifts when their computer only cost $499.What the fuck i was so pissed that they kept bargaining with me when it was already so cheap. & If you dont lower the cost or give them more free gifts, they try threaten you say they go somewhere else and buy. okay guess what? FUCK YOU. I DONT CARE. GO AHEAD. I only earn a mere $6 from that computer i dont need their $6.
Then lo and behold, they come back to you because thats the cheapest netbook in the whole fair.. I already told them its the cheapest here & no one can offer better but they turned me down then still got the face to come back ask.


2. Bloody annoying Banglas
No offence to any banglas out there. Seriously i love that they work so hard to build roads, clear our garbage, do our construction work and stuff but when it comes to the it fair. I really hate them to the highest degree. They are the most sickening people to serve. One encounter that drove me nuts was this guy who was buying 2 laptops. I charged him 1608 for 2 laptops and if u bother to do the math, thats like 800++ for 1 laptop with like 2 free 4GB thumbdrive, 2 laptops with free upgrade of the RAM, 2 WIRELESS MOUSE and 2 carry case. Seriously, it was such a bloody cheap buy and he agreed to whatever i was going to charge/give him thus we closed the deal. We went over to the counter, he paid cash, got his change and then i thanked him and walked away. Next thing you know, he called me back and started a scene. Why? OVER A FREAKING HEADSET. He saw the other customer with a free headset and speakers and many other things and thats because that customer bought a laptop that was $1300. He got really upset over how he doesnt have a headset and demanded for one. I couldnt give him because HIS COMPUTER WAS FUCKING 800 dollars. how to give right? He created a fuss and said he wants a refund. oh my god. i wanted to strangle him and scold him in 435496569 vulgarities. Then he said he wants to go back to the booth behind and pay 1608++ with the headset included. I SAID "FINE YOU PAY ANOTHER $11 I'LL GIVE TO YOU". HE SAID NOOO. I RATHER GO BACK THERE. (wtf at this point of time, i really wanted to stab him with my pen)

BRAINLESS OR WHAT? ISNT IT THE SAME AS THE OTHER SIDE? NO? _|_
Then my manager got so pissed off cause he was being a nuisance, my manager just told him in the face" i give you , you kepe your mouth shut" He really kept his mouth shut and got his freaking headset.


3. Those" huh no la i just nothing to do come see see" Seriously, fuck those people. I clearly rmb this incident when i spent like 30 mins explaining to him about the computer and persuading and promoting the good of that laptop. That fella seemed super interested and he really listened to me. I thought he was going to buy from me at the end of the 30mins but noooooooooo. When i posed the question" so how? you want to buy now? " He was taken aback like as if i asked him if we could get married now or smth and giggled and said " huh no la i already have one at home i just come and see see" Immediately i gave him the most guailan face ever and walked off.

Oh my god. Seriously, what is wrong with you people?! If you already have one, why waste your time and my time hearing me out and wasting my breath?

So to those people listed above, FUCK YOU ALL.
& the best people to serve are CAUCASIANS. why? they are laidback and they dont bother bargaining and cutting your throat.

This comex fair is shit, i only sold 15 sets compared to 40 in the last show. Sales was horrible!!!!

Up next, F1 attachment at padang. Hopefully i wont meet such shitty people again.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Scariest incident ever.

I'm done with lasik and i dont regret having it done although it hurt like hell on the first day! I can see so clearly now. am really happy :)

Anws, the op as a killer. I went to the eye clinic feeling super calm and unafraid! I thought it was just a laser, like how painful can a laser be? My dad even told me it wouldnt hurt at all so i was feeling really relax until the nurse called me into the operating room and i didnt even realise i was already going for the op!! My dad was sitting outside unaware that i was also going for the op already. I thought and he thought i was jsut going for an eye check first but omg. the nurse put on the surgery gown for me, got me prepared with all the eye drops pills and such which was suppose to calm me down..

Holy shit when i was lying on the operating table it was like the scariest 10 mins of my life. i started feeling so anxious and breaking in cold sweat. I'm not kidding!!! The first part of the op was some suction thing to my eye and i was so taken aback cause nobody mentioned there was gonna be a suction!!! Best part the doc just told me i was gonna feel pressure in my eye. HE DIDNT MENTION PAIN, HE MERELY SAID PRESSURE. WTH.

He kept telling me to not move my head or chin, i kept so fucking still because i was damn scared if i moved an inch, i might go blind because he might make a mistake. I DIDNT EVNE DARE BLINK. Because i didnt wanna blink, i started tearing and crying!! I was crying while being operated. Omg. I was so scared i swear. The doctor didnt even give me a cue to when the laser was gonna begin or when i was actually really gonna see. oh my god. It was like so sudden and scary. He lifted the corena flap without notice AND BOOM i was like blind. Seriously i couldnt see shit. I could only see bright white light &i thought oh shit. I'm gonna die.

SCARIEST SHIT EVER.

After the op and when i was at home, i was complaining the whole time because my vision was impaired!! everything was a blur. I couldnt even open my eyes. I had to force my eyes open to see. I was crying and whining like a little bitch to my dad because he kept telling me to open my eyes so he could put the eyedrops for me and i kept telling him i cant and he kept pissing me off. oh my god. I was regretting as hell already thinking that maybe i shouldnt have did lasik and forgo all the suffering. My dad felt bad that i was in pain or my eyes were in such pain that he also thought maybe he should have made me "wait a few more years when im older and bigger to take pain" quoted from him. But thank God by around 6, my eyes could actually open and my vision was improving.

Next day, i could see so clearly! But my eyes are sensitive to bright light and sunlight so i have to wear shades to shield my eyes..

But yes, i'm happy the pain is only for half a day and i can see perfectly now :)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

11.15

Tomorrow's my lasik surgery! i hope all will go well and i will say bye to my specs for good!!!!