Scariest incident ever.

I'm done with lasik and i dont regret having it done although it hurt like hell on the first day! I can see so clearly now. am really happy :)

Anws, the op as a killer. I went to the eye clinic feeling super calm and unafraid! I thought it was just a laser, like how painful can a laser be? My dad even told me it wouldnt hurt at all so i was feeling really relax until the nurse called me into the operating room and i didnt even realise i was already going for the op!! My dad was sitting outside unaware that i was also going for the op already. I thought and he thought i was jsut going for an eye check first but omg. the nurse put on the surgery gown for me, got me prepared with all the eye drops pills and such which was suppose to calm me down..

Holy shit when i was lying on the operating table it was like the scariest 10 mins of my life. i started feeling so anxious and breaking in cold sweat. I'm not kidding!!! The first part of the op was some suction thing to my eye and i was so taken aback cause nobody mentioned there was gonna be a suction!!! Best part the doc just told me i was gonna feel pressure in my eye. HE DIDNT MENTION PAIN, HE MERELY SAID PRESSURE. WTH.

He kept telling me to not move my head or chin, i kept so fucking still because i was damn scared if i moved an inch, i might go blind because he might make a mistake. I DIDNT EVNE DARE BLINK. Because i didnt wanna blink, i started tearing and crying!! I was crying while being operated. Omg. I was so scared i swear. The doctor didnt even give me a cue to when the laser was gonna begin or when i was actually really gonna see. oh my god. It was like so sudden and scary. He lifted the corena flap without notice AND BOOM i was like blind. Seriously i couldnt see shit. I could only see bright white light &i thought oh shit. I'm gonna die.

SCARIEST SHIT EVER.

After the op and when i was at home, i was complaining the whole time because my vision was impaired!! everything was a blur. I couldnt even open my eyes. I had to force my eyes open to see. I was crying and whining like a little bitch to my dad because he kept telling me to open my eyes so he could put the eyedrops for me and i kept telling him i cant and he kept pissing me off. oh my god. I was regretting as hell already thinking that maybe i shouldnt have did lasik and forgo all the suffering. My dad felt bad that i was in pain or my eyes were in such pain that he also thought maybe he should have made me "wait a few more years when im older and bigger to take pain" quoted from him. But thank God by around 6, my eyes could actually open and my vision was improving.

Next day, i could see so clearly! But my eyes are sensitive to bright light and sunlight so i have to wear shades to shield my eyes..

But yes, i'm happy the pain is only for half a day and i can see perfectly now :)